Life sometimes is just brutal. So many know the feeling of when you walk into a store and nothing fits right or you sit there and scream at yourself becuase the past 4 months you have been trying to loose weight but in reality you have gained.
This blog is a journal moment. God has been challenging me and changing my perspective for the past 4 months and I have finally just agreed to the change instead of fighting the change.
I am always watching what i eat , trying to exercise and trying not to indulge in food and allow it to be the idenity of my life. or the focal point of exercising and completing being ocd about loosing weight. I know their are millions of women out their who are OCD and have that thought in their mind if only i could loose this weight i would be happy and i would be able to do the things God has called me to do. Yes thie is kind of true. Our body is a temple and we need to keep it healthy so if God calls us to a crazy country we are ready to go ....but happiness is not measured by your body... i know i will never be a size 0 but i have not allowed my size to define my happiness. My happiness is determined by God and what I do for him and just enjoying the life he has give me. This blog is crazy if there is anyone actually reading this know it was a moment to simply express myself. When the 1 day girl conference was introduced to me i began to re think alot and this was something that popped up and ya know i know it's not by chance i get to be a art of an amazing one day event that will change the heart and minds of so many young ladies and how they really see themselves and replace the lies with truths.
There is no point to this nor is there anyways to end this except to say my perspective has been changed and i am focusing on really getting healthy and finishing this healthy journey once and for all. yes my entire life i will continue this journey but i am ending this battle of weight and ready to just kind of see what God does through all of this!
Heres the newness and health
