Truth

For 25 years I have been alive... how crazy  is that.... well too me it is. As my birthday was approaching I  had the thought in the back of my mind oh it's just another day, another day to live another year to accomplish goals.
But when i woke up this morning i had a new fresh perspective..... This is not just another year.
It's a year ahead of me where I will conquer things that have been following me my entire life... it's a year where new doors will be opened, a year where i will walk through the doors that have been in front of me for the longest time and i have yet to walk through them. And a year where fear will not conquer me.

So many times in my life i have seen the hand of fear silence, and detour my direction....
Recently God challenged me and brought a thought to mind... so many times the very thing i am afraid of (Good things, leadership , titles, direction etc.) When it comes to reality and is sitting in front of me I am more terrified to take the risk then i was when it was just a mere thought. I was talking a firend that is faced with a dream in from of them... and they told me It terrifies me so much , yet i know it's the calling on my life... yet it's scary.
Truth, of course the one thing we dream of for so long ... and we might have a fear in the back of our mind about it ... but it's not reality so we're not scared... but when it becomes reality are almost reality we are terrified.... why is that, why do we allow the fear to come over us... well it can be millions of things but for this girl that fear no longer has power....
I am not meant to live a life of fear or even a life of just an ordinary 25 yr old. I meant to live life with no regrets, no fear , and taking a leap of faith every day even when it does not make sense.
So here's to 25 a year where i am determined to conquer something as simple as my health!
A year to conquer life dreams and see them come to fruition. This year i will grow, i will change and i will be stretched.... No longer is normal life an option but i am choosing today to live life to the fullest and always  be in an attitude of faith ........ today i choose to go for it and not look back!
So what's next? I don't know but i know whatever it is ... it looks so Good! This is a year of promises coming to reality!
25 is going to be good!