BIG

In the midst of having that sitting @ the edge of my chair feeling ....but not sure why....
Change is begining , change that i never expected , never thought would happen but it is.... The feeling of being comfortable is leaving as preperation is taking its place...
What do you do in these moments? Do you become scared and run or do you smile with excitement becuase you know in the deep spot of your heart the Lord is about to do something huge.
For so long i have been comfortable with everything around me , my calling , my destiny ...my dream ..And the Lord is requiring change. He is making me realize certain pieces of armour does not fit any longer and i can no longer tape it on , tie it on and pretend...... And in the places where i just got comfortable he is shaking becuase he wants more even when i thought i gave it all in that area....nope he stands back grins and says more....
I dont know whats next , i dont know where , when or how ...all i know is i am taking the first step and i am going to stand back and see what He does....becuase that is all i know at this moment...He is faithful always and I am his daughter and i know he is For me Always!