Waiting ..the one word I dislike the most is wait. I absolutely hate waiting especially when it comes to something I can seek and or something I have been petitioning to God about. But what happens to me? God places me in this season of being content , holding steady , and just waiting....Can i trade this season in God?Please?
There is so much in my heart that I desire and want badly....and there are endless times in the past 5 months I have been sitting in my car screaming and crying out to God about the desires HE places in my heart. And now I have come to a complete perspective change.
God knows every dream and desire in my heart, because he placed them there. I have unraveled these dreams and desires and explored them and bit into them. And I have stirred my spirit up by them....But through all of this it has been a me thing. The way I see my dreams , my desires and my passions.
God sees them differently, I believe God sees them bigger then the way I see them...God is for me, He is for my dreams, my desires, my heart and to see me flourish in His love and His heart and to walk out every dream He has placed in front of me.
So what is the conclusion to all of this?
There have been moments in the past weeks I have been on the edge of my seat crying out to God to make something move...And it has not gone the way I conceived in my mind and my heart...But God has this....I have sought his face, knocked on the door and still am, and in conclusion i fount that God has the bigger picture then my bigger picture in mine and He is never going to let me down. So even though I have to wait now ....this waiting season doesn't mean my dream are gone and that they don't matter it just means right now I am meant to soak up God....and walk out what He has given me now......
No comments:
Post a Comment