Gently stepping forward.... My heart has been thinking for a while and aching. My hearts desire is to accomplish the call God has over my life and be completly opemed to Him and the people in my life.
For the past 2 years I have been on this journey of allowing God slowly into the deep corners of my heart the ones with a few cobwebs and even the ones i have became comfortable with and just lived life with. I am just now seeing a piece of the light...I am just now able to say okay God I'm ready , I'm tired of living life with these pieces of my heart not being fully touched by God. I've allowed him to speak and i have allowed him to see and touch the parts for a split second then i get scared and close up. It has taken me up until this point to be able to say ok God let's go , let's go on this journey, lets experience this moment, lets do it....I know it's not going to be easy i know there will be many times where i am going to want to throw in the towel and i know there will be moments when i will want to rush God in the picutre he is painting for me ....But i know allowing him to touch every piece of my heart and being opened and vunerable with Him is just the next stone I am suppose to step on....and after this I have no idea whats next but Im okay with that becuase he has the paint brush and the canvas and he is busy painting the picture of my life.
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